A Bit Unmindful

Saturday, April 14, 2018

Making a recap of what my weeks had been every end of the week is indeed a challenge. Not everyday I am inspired to be mindful about my life. Sometimes (or most of the time), I am just going with the current without even thinking if I am doing it right, but on the bright side, it helps me to at least assess what I have been doing, if I’m doing something to help myself grow, or if I am even taking  baby steps towards where I wanted to be. By far, I have been doing so little. Bad habits are so hard to drop, but I am trying. Really trying.

I noticed I have been too hard on myself. I have been pushing myself to be better, and so, I have set rules and forced myself to perfectly follow them, but truth be told, it just made me feel worse. I felt miserable. I have beaten myself up by thinking that I am the worst person ever for not being able to discipline myself.

I don’t know what I am even trying to say here or if I am even making any sense, but yeah, that’s it.

My thoughts are currently entangled. Yep, again.

Have I mindfully lived my life this week? The answer is no, that’s why I am just randomly bubbling here. Idk what else to say.

I hope you’re enjoying your weekend! :)


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sincerely,
riz

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sincerely, riz